The Way People Think.

I truly don't understand how people think sometimes. I mean sometimes I don't even know how I think. I am in a relationship now that is really rocky and I am trying to fix it. (It hasn't always been like that) My other half and I just recently got in a huge arguement. I am really fed up with everything that has went on in our relationship. I mean it has gotten so bad, that when I went to hang out with some friends yesterday after I had taken my last final for college he flipped out. I mean literally flipped out he was texting and calling me every 2 minutes trying to figure out where I was and what I was doing even after I texted him and told him what my afternoon plans were. So I cut my phone off, granted that probably didn't help the situation but still there is know need for him to act the way he was acting. It's not like he wanted to do anything because he couldn't he had to work.

This is where that double standard crap comes into play, because its ok for him to go out with friends and when I call he can ignore me, but just as soon as I do it all hell breaks loose. I told him last night that I was tired of his crap and he needed to quit what he was doing and act nicer towards me or I wasn't getting married to him period because I have already postponed the wedding. He agreed to stop and acting more kind and understand that I am under just as much stress as he is and that he needed to cut me some slack. He also agreed that it was ok for me to go hang out with my friends because he always gets time to spend away from me and I don't bug him and I needed my time as well. However, this isn't the first time he has promised and agreed to change. We will see how long it will last. Today SO FAR has been ggreat.