A Crazy Ending... to a New Beginning

So it's been a while since the last time I wrote lets see to catch everyone up on what has happened. December 24 made 1 year that Edward and I have been engaged and what a year it has been between the ups and downs and all the bumps and forks in the roads we have hit to get to where we are now it was totally worth it. As well as everyone knows Christmas Eve was also the 24th and well mine and Ed's X-mas eve was very eventful. We had Xmas early has his grandparents house and then we went to my parents house that evening and had early xmas their as well. I got a whole lot more than I was expecting to get and so did Edward. We were going to stay the night at my parents house but we decided that since we did that the previous year we need not do that again and spend it with his mom and brother this year. Welll if you all think Xmas Eve was eventful Xmas day was way worse. We woke up finished wrapping the last bit of presents and Had to go back to my parents house to grab a present we had left for Ed's lil baby cousin. After we picked that up we made a trip to his Aunt's house where we all fellowshipped and opened more presents unfortunately we only stayed an hour because we had to continue our eventful day to my parents house where we ate more. Oh I forgot the best part of the whole situation from Xmas Eve up until New Years Eve I was dog sick with strep Throat and was not in the best of moods.
All the family events died down frrom then on out and Mine and Edward's New Year's Eve was spent with those closest to us with a little alcohol and some cards and money wagers of course and to top it all off it ended with A great New Year's Kiss and even better Sex. ;)
Well between those good times and now you must be thinking nothing can go wrong but it took a turn for the worst... Edward was laid off of his job as of the 2nd and we have a truck payment a cell phone bill and we are trying to look for a place to stay so our so happy lives just got a whole lot stressful. It's a great way to start off the new year huh? I just hope everything works out in the end I am going to look for a job tomorrow and so is he. I am just praying something comes along and fast... for the BOTH of us!! :)

Do As I Say Not As I Do?? Hmm...

I love it when someone asks you if they can do something and you know you have to say yes to what they asked. Why you may ask... well because  if you don't it will start and arguement, because you know that what they asked you to do if you told them no they were going to go and do it anyways. Its one of those things I guess where its the thought that counts Im guessing idk. I just wish that everything was as easy like eating a piece of cake. ;)

The Way People Think.

I truly don't understand how people think sometimes. I mean sometimes I don't even know how I think. I am in a relationship now that is really rocky and I am trying to fix it. (It hasn't always been like that) My other half and I just recently got in a huge arguement. I am really fed up with everything that has went on in our relationship. I mean it has gotten so bad, that when I went to hang out with some friends yesterday after I had taken my last final for college he flipped out. I mean literally flipped out he was texting and calling me every 2 minutes trying to figure out where I was and what I was doing even after I texted him and told him what my afternoon plans were. So I cut my phone off, granted that probably didn't help the situation but still there is know need for him to act the way he was acting. It's not like he wanted to do anything because he couldn't he had to work.

This is where that double standard crap comes into play, because its ok for him to go out with friends and when I call he can ignore me, but just as soon as I do it all hell breaks loose. I told him last night that I was tired of his crap and he needed to quit what he was doing and act nicer towards me or I wasn't getting married to him period because I have already postponed the wedding. He agreed to stop and acting more kind and understand that I am under just as much stress as he is and that he needed to cut me some slack. He also agreed that it was ok for me to go hang out with my friends because he always gets time to spend away from me and I don't bug him and I needed my time as well. However, this isn't the first time he has promised and agreed to change. We will see how long it will last. Today SO FAR has been ggreat.